I really want it. I really do. Right? Yes…..maybe……I think……I don’t know…….Uhhh. My head is this whirlwind of ideas. I can’t keep up. It’s constantly 10 steps ahead of me as I lag behind trying to muster the energy for the chase. I will never be two steps ahead of myself, myself seems to always win.
My mind is blazing with the future. Daydreaming…..your lips, your smile. Yes it’s thumping, a day, a week sometimes even a month…….
But wait….did you just say that? Did you really.. Hm, I have to think this through now. I don’t think I like that. Do I? I don’t. No I really don’t. Runaway……there are more. Runaway now.