Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Unfortunately.....

I just can't lie to myself. I tried. I tried to believe you could be the one. I tried to feel you could be the one. I can usually trick myself for a while. Heavy footfalls. I hear it coming.......reality. Frustration! Frustrated. I so wanted to lose myself in you. In theory you are almost perfect. On paper, almost flawless. In my heart, you are not even close. My very being rebels against the mediocrity of you. The complications of simplicity bore me. The simplicity of complications arouse. I need them. In you they lack. You are too easy. Suffocating. I tried. Really I did. I'm just looking for another shade of green.....

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